Father, I thank You for putting Nelson in my life. As weird as it would sound to most, I also would like to thank You for the hurt he caused me at the end. It was during that time of heartache, suffering and feeling abandoned and totally disposable that I went looking for You and the comfort only You could give me. I still struggle and I still hurt, but I'm also on the road to building a strong relationship with You and making You the center of my life. I love You! In Jesus' name I give thanks, Amen.