First, I want to share that God has helped me today to stop believing the lies of the devil that it would be better to be a Buddhist, a New Age seeker, and that God has abandoned me, I know He is waiting for me to surrender more to Himself. I am going to pray a lot this weekend. My prayer request again concerns my mom and brothers. I am unsure but I think God may be telling me it would be good to go in to a program like at the Salvation Army, or the one in Wichita, and that it would be better if my mom and brothers knew about it, and if I could explain some things to them, and if they would accept this. I would feel better I think, and it would really help me to be more stable in my relationship with God if I was in a long term program like that. Please pray I will soon find and know the will of God concerning all of this. I will also share, at the same time, I am still having thoughts about having enough money to pay all my bills and then live with my mom. I have no idea what to do?