Lord give me the strength to return to your teachings. I have turned my back on the love you provide, and it has led me to sin & depression. I am an adulterer, and the disrespect I have shown to the sanctity of my marriage has harmed the ones I love. I have taken the love freely given by my wife and ignored it's beauty. At work I have abused the loyalty of my staff forcing many to leave. I need to find the strength within to be a better man, a better husband, and to embrace your love. Please help me ... I need help.