Please pray for my restoration, I'm 55yo single Egyptian male. I have no family and with our a job nor any money. I do believe that God does provide all our needs. I always thought I'll be doing missionary work, but due to family obligations at the time (my mother was so sick and incapable of living on her own) I had to postpone all my plans and had to resign my job because she needed full time attention. After she passed away, it seems that every thing fell apart and I couldn't secure a job because of my age. As things got really tight, I started losing my concentrations and could hardly read the bible and just pray for few moments. Right now I'm fighting against depression and sometimes feel like I should die and end all this suffering. I'm sorry for this lengthy posting but I just felt that I need to talk to someone about my inner feelings. Guys please pray that God May fulfill his purpose in my life. Thanks and God Bless.