Hello. Approximately 9 years ago, I purchased for a young Christian guitarist $4,000 in guitar equipment, and now I'm on the verge of bankruptcy because of it. Now it is my time of need. I feel like God has abandoned me. I know the Bible says that God will never leave or forsake me. I need $7,500-$10,000 worth of equipment in order to get back into the music business and go back to work. I am living on a fixed income right now, and I can find no work. I happen to be a composer of all styles of music, and if God leads any church to help me, I am prepared to compose an easter oratorio for that church. I have it in the works already. It is called St. John's Passion. Mainly I am asking for prayer. I have been faithful in the way of giving to others for nearly twenty years, and now I am asking God to help me to get back on my feet. I am tired of being on disablity. Thank you and God bless you in the Name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Amen.